I have been unemployed for a good 2 months now. The job market isn’t healthy and i have only had a few interviews out of many many applications and resumes that i have turned in. Feelings of depression i usually mask with immersing myself in video games so i don’t have to think about anything but what my “objective” is. I don’t want to just let the depression take control. This time instead of just dealing with it i am going to change it. Instead of Hiding behind websites and XBOX controllers i am going to change my routine.
Waking up in the morning usually means brushing my teeth, checking the mail, taking my thyroid pills, and sitting in front of my computer and the television. I am going to begin getting shit done during the day and being more productive. Reading, writing, job searching, hanging out with Kent , and cleaning. I think i might even start going for evening walks around the neighbor hood. I gained 100 pounds since my thyroid went stupid. I am not comfortable at this weight and it limits my activities. Its time to better me for me and her. This one is for you babe. I love you.
